some may say that valentines day is stupid but i love it
you know back in the day when everyone had to have a valentine in junior high and high school you bring your girl flowers and balloons to school or you bring your boy a special valentine and some give a kiss. i never had that i never dated i never had a boy friend in all 8 years that you are suppose to have one
i always wanted one i got lost in books where the girl always got the boy they truely wanted they fell in love and so on
i loved the way girls got to light up when there boyfriend brought them something special or the boys who turned bright red when he gives the girl he secretly likes a valentine it was cute it was precious
now that i have a love i want to experience all those teeny bopper things the cute smiles the butterflies but does my boy believe in the day of love, no so what am i suppose to do sit there it kills me.
i believe in the day of love i like the idea of a day you get to focus on the reason you fell in love in the first place the memories you can go through that will bring tears and laughter its beautiful i want it i need it, its a feeling i have longed for since i was young but i dont think i will ever get to experience it, i shed tears over and over he tells me that its childish but yet in relationships i am childish i dont understand why he doesnt he understand
hmmmm
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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