some may say that valentines day is stupid but i love it
you know back in the day when everyone had to have a valentine in junior high and high school you bring your girl flowers and balloons to school or you bring your boy a special valentine and some give a kiss. i never had that i never dated i never had a boy friend in all 8 years that you are suppose to have one
i always wanted one i got lost in books where the girl always got the boy they truely wanted they fell in love and so on
i loved the way girls got to light up when there boyfriend brought them something special or the boys who turned bright red when he gives the girl he secretly likes a valentine it was cute it was precious
now that i have a love i want to experience all those teeny bopper things the cute smiles the butterflies but does my boy believe in the day of love, no so what am i suppose to do sit there it kills me.
i believe in the day of love i like the idea of a day you get to focus on the reason you fell in love in the first place the memories you can go through that will bring tears and laughter its beautiful i want it i need it, its a feeling i have longed for since i was young but i dont think i will ever get to experience it, i shed tears over and over he tells me that its childish but yet in relationships i am childish i dont understand why he doesnt he understand
hmmmm
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Don't lose hope. Don't stop talking with this boy. Men by nature are dumb. Women are too but not as much as Men are. You both have to talk to each other. If you just run off your thoughts and assumptions then you will only lead to toxic thoughts and words. I am here for you and I love you.
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